Peter Singer is Spooky as Hell

  1. The title and author of the source 

Unspeakable Conversations // Harriet McBryde Johnson 

  1. An objective summary of the reading 

In this reading, the author tells a story of their experience with Peter Singer. Singer is an educator at Princeton University who believes in and fights for assisted suicide and infanticide of disabled peoples. The author is a disabled lawyer, fighting against Singer’s notions, in order to defend their own life.  

In the chapter, the author walks their readers through a series of events—the major ones being: when the author went to one of Singers talks in town, their email exchanges, and the author’s visit to Princeton where they spoke to a class with Singer, toured the campus and had lunch. Each of these events paint a picture of who Singer is, who the author is, and the paradoxical exchange between them. The author brings their own perspective and voice to the writing by inserting further explanation regarding their positionality and beliefs, Singer’s beliefs and actions, and how the two clash/collide. Woven throughout the anecdotal evidence is commentary regarding how the author felt, the thoughts that came up for them, and reflections looking back.  

  1. 3 or more quotations (with page numbers) 

Regarding their differences: 
“To Singer, it’s pretty simple: disability makes a person “worse off”. Are we “worse off”? I don’t think so. Not in any meaningful sense” (McBryde Johnson pg. 10-11). 
“I define Singer’s kind of disability prejudice as an ultimate evil, and him a monster, then I must so define all who believe disabled lives are inherently worse off or that a without a certain kind of consciousness lacks value. That definition would make monsters of many of the people with whom I move on the sidewalks, do business, break bread, swap stories, and share the grunt work of local politics… I can’t live with a definition of ultimate evil that encompasses all of them” (McBryde Johnson pg. 26). 

Regarding non-normalizing:  
“…I have no more reason to kill myself than most people…” (McBryde Johnson pg. 7) 
“…to try to prevent most suicides while facilitating the suicides of the ill and disabled people is disability discrimination” (McBryde Johnson pg. 20) 

  1. A personal reflection naming 2 or 3 take-aways from the reading 

This was such an informative read. I think the way the author spoke about the opposition/togetherness between themselves and Singer was so digestible. They offered complex and deep ways of thinking through a story + analysis lens. I think the story itself was pretty bizarre. It’s one I’ve been sharing with my friends. We’ve been discussing it a bit: how can a person have such specific and seemingly impractical beliefs? How have they not been put in their place? Then again, folks support Trump.  

In reflecting, I am brought back to the idea that Black folks are not responsible for educating nonBlack folks about racism; womxn are not responsible for educating men about sexism. I don’t feel like the author is responsible for putting themselves through that sort of discrimination. But also, they chose that. I don’t know. Lots to think about.  

Unspeakable Conversations – a RAB style review

Summary:

Unspeakable Conversations, written by Harriet McBryde Johnson, is an essay presented in the book Disability Visibility, edited by Alice Wong. In which she talks about the relationship and correspondence she had with Peter Singer, a professor of philosophy at Princeton. Harriet McBryde Johnson was a lawyer and disability activist with a neuromuscular disease. She talks about the emails she sent to the professor, their debates, and how her views on people like Singer changed when confronted with them face to face.

Reflections:

I must say, I’m surprised at the very cynical nature the author takes with this essay, though I probably shouldn’t be. This woman has a cause to uphold and think of. She is a representative on behalf of her people, going off to a foreign land to debate whether or not they should exist – contentions and misgivings are bound to arise, no matter who you are.

All thoughts, no matter what they come from or how gruesome their content, must be granted an audience at some point, and when we suppress the conversation, it will force it’s way into consciousness. Ideas are hard to kill. Much easier to contain within a few members, but even then you still run the risk of dangerous ideas entering in, the same way we run the risk of getting a disease, though we immunize and mask and regulate. There is no full proof way of escaping ideas, unless by complete isolation which is unsustainable. While I don’t agree with the views of Brian Singer on infanticide and eugenics, and I don’t hold the same views as Harriet Johnson, I will grant them both a seat at the table of ideas.

Notable Quotes:

“Are we “worse off”? I don’t think so. Not in the meaningful sense. There are too many variables.” Pg. 11

“We should not make disabled lives subject to debate.” Pg. 11

“I keep forgetting that even people who know me well don’t know much about my world.” Pg. 14

“But like the protagonist in a classical drama, Singer has his flaw. It is his unexamined assumption that disabled people are inherently “worse off,” that we “suffer,” that we have lesser “prospects of a happy life.” Because of this all-to-common prejudice, and his rare courage in taking it to its logical conclusion, catastrophe looms.

Professional Relations with the Devil

“Unspeakable Conversations” by Harriet McBryde Johnson

Summary:

This piece is about Harriet McBryde Johnson, who was an American author, attorney, and disability rights activist. She details a particular struggle with a well-known Australian moral philosopher Peter Albert David Singer, who is currently the Ira W. DeCamp Professor of Bioethics at Princeton University. Despite protests from Johnson’s activist peers, she decided to debate with Singer multiple times in public forums and maintain respectful contact with him through email. As a strong proponent for genocide, Singer exhibits a great threat to the disabled community because of his large platform, status, and speaking skills. Throughout the piece, Johnson remarks on how kind and respectful he is to her despite his belief that she should have been killed as an infant so as to not burden her parents. Johnson grapples with the fact that people can hold incredibly dehumanizing and dangerous beliefs and still be pleasant people to be around. She also grapples with the issue of whether she should engage with a man like singer in any way, because speaking with him could give the sense to the public that she is legitimizing his standpoint as one that is worthy of consideration. During her experience of debating with Singer and maintaining a respectful professional relationship she highlighted many various accessibility obstacles, showing that much of our culture’s infrastructure agrees with Singer’s ideas.

Quotes:

-“He insists he doesn’t want to kill me. He simply thinks it would have been better, all things considered, to have given my parents the option of killing the baby I once was….” (Wong, 3).

-“We shouldn’t offer assistance with suicide until we all have the assistance we need to get out of bed in the morning and live a good life” (Wong, 20-21).

“If I decline, Singer can make some hay: ‘I offered them a platform, but they refused rational discussion” (Wong, 11).

Reflection/Response:

Something I really appreciated about this piece was how Johnson expressed some of her major counterpoints to Singer’s ideas, specifically the one about assisted suicide. Singer believes that disabled and terminally ill people should be able to access assisted suicide, and doesn’t understand why she disagrees, because isn’t disability activism about providing more choices and access to disabled people. However, she counters that idea by saying that if we fixed the accessibility problems in the world, many disabled people would not want to commit suicide because then they would be able to function the way the want to in our culture. This point really struck me, because I had been on the fence about assisted suicide and now I’m unequivocally against it. This piece really made me think about how we define good and evil in the world, because as shown with Singer, evil people usually believe they are doing good in the world. It also made me think about how our culture so heavily focuses on social norms of respect and kindness to the point where Johnson was never truly able to express her hatred of him for fear of delegitimatizing herself as a professional, intellectual speaker.

“He Insists He Doesn’t Want to Kill Me”: Assisted Suicide, Disability Rights, Peter Singer and Harriet McBryde Johnson

Summary:

“Unspeakable Conversations”, the first chapter of Disability Visibility, concerns the correspondences of its author (and attorney) Harriet McBryde Johnson and Australian philosopher Peter Singer. Over the course of the chapter, the two professionally debate ethics in infanticide, how truly “bad off” (page 21) someone with a disability can really be, and whether that ultimately puts their right to live in the balance through assisted suicide programs. Their debate began in 2001 at Charleston during Singer’s lecture “Rethinking Life and Death” (page 25), where Harriet represented a disability rights organization called Not Dead Yet, and challenged his views. The unofficial debate continued over email until their next meeting at Princeton in 2002, where Singer presented his lecture once more, arguing for a ‘humane’ infanticide of those who would be deemed a burden on society to let live, claiming that such individuals are not actually ‘people’ at all. Johnson writes on page 21 that according to Singer, qualifying as a person requires “Awareness of your own existence in time. The capacity to harbor preferences as to the future, including the preference for continuing to live.” How are such preferences even measured; how is this awareness detected? Unknown so far to science. Not to mention that millions of sentient people (for example those in a coma, nonverbal autistic people, or those with locked-in syndrome), would lose their right to life. This would, at birth, include the author, who could not speak for herself if an institution deemed it just to put an end to what they might see as a societal liability, as if some abled version of herself could exist as a theoretical alternative. As if she is incapable of a happy life from birth. And how are those left to live disabled lives supposed to feel? That they should not exist, that their joy is a glitch in a life that otherwise is just “bad off”? No.

Quote Bank:

“In the lecture hall that afternoon, Singer lays it all out. The ‘illogic’ of allowing abortion but not infanticide, of allowing withdrawal of life support but not active killing. Applying the basic assumptions of preference utilitarianism, he spins out his bone-chilling argument for letting parents kill disabled babies and replace them with nondisabled babies who have a greater chance at happiness. It is all about allowing as many individuals as possible to fulfill as many of their preferences as possible.” – Page 27

“Yes, I am shaking, furious, enraged—but it’s for the big room, two hundred of my fellow Charlestonians who have listened with polite interest, when in decency they should have run him out of town on a rail.” – Page 28

“I’m engaged for a day of discussion, not a picket line. It is not in my power to marginalize Singer at Princeton; nothing would be accomplished by displays of personal disrespect.” – Page 31

Reflection:

I greatly enjoyed the way that Johnson brought bold professionalism to a tired debate, and recentered the marginalized voices that Singer’s rhetoric directly insults and harms. To the reader, please take my reading of this chapter with a grain of salt, because I admire Johnson’s cause, and stand by her efforts to disrupt dominant ableist rhetoric at the heart of where it lives (academic institutions being one of these spaces). 

What I dislike is Johnson’s seeming gratification in confronting Peter Singer. She appears somewhat pressed to “win”, and while I understand she is essentially arguing for her right to exist, I feel that her agenda in doing so precedes her thinking somewhat. Take for example this quote from page 36: “Singer joins the discussion until he elicits a comment from me that he can characterize as racist. He scores a point, but that’s all right. I’ve never claimed to be free of prejudice, just struggling with it.” I completely understand that erasing prejudice is a process, but the issue with making racially offensive comments is not that they ‘score points’ for the opposing side of a tangentially related argument. So, I think an additional sentence of reflection from the author is needed here, at least. Some instance of connection between Singer’s misunderstanding of disability and her alleged mischaracterization that could humanize the discussion a little. Obviously, if Singer doesn’t understand how a child with a mobility impairment might have fun at the beach, he needs some education! That said it all for me. And while yes, it’s a problem that he takes up media space with his rhetoric, maybe he shouldn’t be referred to as “the Evil One” (page 26) in public print; it just seems immature and delegitimizes professional discussion. I saw similar disregard in the following quote from page 40: “when a student asks me a question […] The words are all familiar, but they’re strung together in a way so meaningless that I can’t even retain them—it’s like a long sentence in Tagalog.” So, Tagalog is analogous to meaningless? I found this to be an extremely poor choice of language. I live with a Vietnamese speaker, and it’s not uncommon that my family members will mock his conversations with his mom as gibberish, so to me the Tagalog comment was honestly trashy.

One other example of this behavior that I find problematic and somewhat ironic is on page 27, as Johnson writes: “As an atheist, I object to [Singer] using religious terms (‘the doctrine of the sanctity of human life’) to characterize his critics”, already demonstrating an intolerance for religious beliefs on page 25 “In fact, no god put anyone anywhere for any reason, if you want to know”, but simultaneously bemoaning the fact that “they don’t want to know. They think they know everything there is to know, just by looking at me. That’s how stereotypes work. They don’t know that they’re confused[…]” later on that same page. I wish that Johnson would be as compassionate towards others’ ‘struggle’ against prejudice as she is to herself, because I found her absolute assertion that God is not real, next to a call for open-mindedness, to be hypocritical. And I’m an atheist, too. But I admire more than anything her bold stand for the recognition of damaging and dominant cultural rhetoric, and found the chapter to be well-paced and impactful.

Johnson, Harriet McBryde, “Unspeakable Conversations”

Disability Visibility: First-Person Stories from The Twenty-First Century, edited by Alice Wong, Vintage, June30th, 2020. (pp. 3-27)

Summary:

The author, Harriet McBryde Johnson, starts her narrative by dropping the reader right into the central conflict of her story. She is at Princeton giving a presentation and participating in an ethical debate against Peter Singer, a well-known Animal rights Supporter and Utilitarian philosopher. Johnson is there to counter Singer’s arguments for selective infanticide. This is not the first time these two intellectuals have gone head-to-head, the first time they engaged in open discourse being in 2001 over disability-based killings and assisted suicide. Despite Singers subscription to veganism and animal rights narratives, Singer strongly supports the killing of disabled people, a group Johnson belongs to. Johnson’s story while featuring some of the argument exchanged between her and Singer is not focused upon the content of their debates. Instead, she focuses upon the how the discussion was conducted. Most of the chapter is spent discussing how Johnson felt overwhelmed by the unfamiliar environment she had entered during each debate. Her being out of her element garnered her criticism from fellow disability rights activists and lawyers. Johnson describes how she felt guilty and foolish for even engaging with Singer. She describes how she entered her interactions expecting Singer to be discourteous and view her as less than human, only to be shocked when he did not. At one point, Johnson describes Singer as the “Evil One”.  Her interactions challenge her ability to hold this view of Singer. The most notable feature of the chapter is Johnson and Singer’s interactions. They both act with grace and treat each other like other humans, there is a respect between them. This surprised Johnson and leads into the larger realization of the chapter, though she cannot agree with Singer’s world view she can not disregard Singer’s humanity. Johnson ends the chapter by extending this sentiment to other’s who see her existence as miserable and declares her intent to keep fighting against ableist rhetoric.

Quotes:

“I shouldn’t shake hands with the Evil One.” Pp.8

“… I have been sucked into a civil discussion of whether I ought to exist, I can’t help but be dazzled by his verbal facility.” Pp.9 (This is a section where the whole paragraph is solid gold. Harriet Johnson’s emotional turmoil over the debate is highlighted very well.)

“I realize I must put one more issue on the table: etiquette.” Pp.13

“I feel like an animal in the zoo. I hadn’t reckoned on the architecture, those tiers of steps that separate me from a human wall of apparent physical and mental perfection, that keep me confined down here in my pit.” Pp.16

“I can’t live with a definition of ultimate evil that encompasses all of them. I can’t refuse the monster-majority basic respect and human sympathy.”  Pp.26

Reflection:

Before I go into my thoughts on the essay I would look to establish that I find most of what Singer says to be offensive. He reminds me of a typical theorist, stuck in their version of the world struggling to fully put themselves into reality. But I can not in good faith say I find all of Johnson’s points convincing. To me both sides have flaws, but Johnson’s side is more appealing and fosters more understanding. All the issues I have with Johnson’s arguments are minute compared to the issues I find with Singer’s. I will end by saying I understand how he reaches the conclusions he does, but that not make them right.

I do not think the ethical debates discussed in this entry of Disability Visibility should be focused upon too heavily. While they are very important conversations, I do not think they are major take away from the narrative put forth by Johnson. For a while now the internet has been the home of the war between the “leftists” and the “anti-SJWs”. I do not know if these are what either group currently identifies as, but they engage in a similar debate culture to the one described by Johnson. I am not talking about the idea of debating an ethical/moral issue in a public forum. I am talking about the idea that to engage with the other side is to be a fool and secede more ground than one should. I think Johnson does a wonderful job in illustrating how this mindset looks and feels. This view tends to inhibit progress quite a bit and requires a considerable amount of personal reflection to overcome. I think the internal and external conflict Johnson describes is a good place to jump off into an examination of a grey world view. Recently most of the discussions I have seen strongly suggest one side is right and the other has little to offer, in other words a black and white world view. Johnson is openly acknowledging that perspectives flaws. This is also the first time the word “evil” has been used explicitly. I will make the disclaimer that I do not believe any author we have read has thought of society as evil but combined they do paint a narrative where society is ableist and is sort of evil for being ableist.  It is hard to express how this affects the audience and the exigence’s palatability. If I had to explain it, I would say defining one side as evil and the other as good injects a rot into the conversation so no one can benefit from the interaction. To be clear, this explanation toes the line of respectability politics and is lacking in nuance. It is important to realize rhetoric is a two-way street, often the rhetor is the unwilling audience to the audience and audience an unknowing rhetor. The audience will either affirm or deny the rhetor’s message. In Johnson and Singer’s discourse, they have a literal audience in the students watching, but they are each other’s main audience. Their discourse extends past the staged debate to more personal interactions. We as a third party will probably never know the actual results of these discussions, but we can assume the effect on Johnson was a blurring between good and evil. These interactions also reaffirm her path to her, which I appreciate. I am glad that she was able to take this experience, use it as motive and grow from it. I think this is what the outcome of all discourse should ideally be.

On Living: Unspeakable Conversations

cw: infanticide, assisted suicide

“Unspeakable Conversations” by Harriet McBryde Johnson

Johnson begins her essay talking about Peter Singer, the man who wants her, and disabled people like her, to die instead of being born. She briefly mentions that she accepted a conference where he invited her to speak at and how she is often the token disability advocate. She then addresses that there are several questions that people tend to ask her, which follows into the expanded answer of said questions. Johnson names her disability as muscle-wasting disease and talks about the way that she looks and the questions she gets on the street, to how she first meets Peter Singer as a member of Not Dead Yet, a disability rights group actively fighting Singer’s ideas. Johnson attends his panel on infanticide and assisted suicide, refuting his points and finding him infuriating but loquacious. Their debate turns into letters, which eventually turns into an invitation to speak at Princeton. With hesitancy, Johnson accepts and sets the travel plans, which go awry when the airport breaks her wheelchair. With a fixed wheelchair and a short night of sleep, Johnson arrives at Princeton and begins her lecture to Singer’s students. After answering their questions, Singer asks for a walk where they discuss more of Johnson’s points of view. This leads to the evening faculty discussion where they discuss assisted suicide and Johnson does her best to offer commentary on philosophical ideas. Returned home, she has received a book from Singer and recounts the episode to friends and colleagues. While some are satisfied, others find fault that she would engage in civil conversation with him. She later questions her internal motives for conversing with him and the morality of his argument which concludes with her vision for the future.

Quotes:

“But that’s the way it always works, isn’t it? They’re always animals or vermin or chattel goods. Objects, not persons. He’s repackaging some old ideas. Making them acceptable” (24).

“But even if I’m a token, I won’t have to act like one… It’s an old trick, and I’ve laid myself wide open” (11).

“‘You kind of like the monster, don’t you?’…’Yeah, in a way. And he’s not exactly a monster” (24).

Analysis:

Right off the bat, Johnson leads in with some heavy hitting commentary on a very disturbing topic, one that is a high topic of debate today. I confess that I do have my own opinions on these arguments but they are still largely being shaped by alternative points of view. But to start, Johnson is arguing for her right to exist as a disabled person, more specifically, her right to exist at all or to be killed as a child. “‘You kind of like the monster, don’t you?’…’Yeah, in a way. And he’s not exactly a monster” (24). Breaking down the quotes from the text, it is clear that Johnson has come across what many people encounter during these divergent topics, a human. I do not mean that to be funny or clever, but specifically in the context of how her sister conflated Singer’s humanness to the Nazis. That is the issue in these debate spheres. It would be so much easier if the opposition was a monster, someone clearly (perhaps visibly) evil and deadly. But the reality is that so many of the people who propagate these downright deadly and repulsive ideals are the people you pass by on the street, your doctor, your cashier, your coworker. In any other situation, talking with them and engaging is fine, pleasant even, but then they drop the bomb that they believe every person with a severe mental disability should be killed out of mercy. So the answer is both yes and no. Singer is not a monster because he is capable of kind acts, thoughtful conversation and living in good relationship with others. But he is clearly a monster to all people with disabilities, or anyone involved in the eugenics act.

“But that’s the way it always works, isn’t it? They’re always animals or vermin or chattel goods. Objects, not persons. He’s repackaging some old ideas. Making them acceptable” (24). And his argument is one we know well: they (insert identity here) don’t have rational thought or are so dependent that they can’t find true joy in their life, are they even capable of making their own decisions? Or giving the whole power to a family member or a medical system who has no say in the individual’s life choices. It is even worse when you consider the pretty packaging that so many people offer the monstrous point of view. Using relatable, modern terms, catchy slogans and professional lingo, it all sounds very palatable. Of course parents would rather not go into medical debt for a child who is disabled, of course parents would like to raise a happy, healthy baby. And if you had the opportunity to genetically alter the baby so they would not be disabled? Why not? But the issue is that these eugenics principles are being packaged with new wrapping paper to suit their methods. No matter what, they want to take the rights away from people with disabilities, never giving them a chance to live and decide how to live their own lives. People with these polarizing arguments are quick to humanize themselves and dehumanize others.

“But even if I’m a token, I won’t have to act like one… It’s an old trick, and I’ve laid myself wide open” (11). And we all fall into a similar trap as Johnson did. If we don’t engage in discussion at all, how will our voices and views be heard? In matters such as this, it is vital that the life point of view be heard and seen, not brushed aside. However, in engaging at all, you are letting the opposition know that their argument has some sort of ground, ground enough that you think you have to refute it. So how do we combat this? I think the larger question is, how do we fix society so that these aren’t even debates anymore? There is a lot to be done to our medical and community support systems for even the current lives to be at peace, let alone any future lives brought into the world. So in the meantime, while it is difficult to give these ideas a platform, I think we have to debate. Because even if in a debate we change one person’s mind in a room of fifty, that person can go and change another person’s mind. It is a chain reaction of knowledge sharing and empathy, one that will take a while. But first, we have to actually see disability today, acknowledge the people who are living every day, full and complete lives, and do our best to offer support where we can.

The Debate of Humanity

Unspeakable Conversations by Harriet McBryde Johnson

This personal essay is about an attorney, Harriet Johnson, and a professor, Peter Singer. Singer believes in the killing of children before they are born or at birth if they are determined to have a disability or medical issue that will lower their quality of life. He also believes in assisted suicide if a person becomes so cognitively impaired that they can’t be considered a person anymore. Harriet, as a member of the disabled community, actively works against this ideal. In this essay, Singer invites Harriet to speak at Princeton and she shares her experience as a disabled person traveling and debating publicly with Singer on whether or not his ideas are morally right or should be legalized.

Something I want to point out is this question that Harriet seems to get a lot, “If I had to live like you, I think I would kill myself” (7). I was astounded to read this, how do people think it is okay to say this to someone? At the same time, Harriet has lived this way all her life, she doesn’t know anything else. Just because a life is different than your own doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy it, and Harriet makes that clear. That these stereotypes are just ran with even if they aren’t true, no one cares to dismantle them.

Another quote that stuck with me was at the very end, “I am still seeking acceptance of my humanity.” (27). At first, I thought this was a very dramatic statement. When I consider it further, it really isn’t. Harriet had to argue her right to simply be alive and breathe the same air as everyone else. She had to attempt to convince an audience that she and others with similar conditions deserve to be alive, that they aren’t mistakes. No one should have to defend their humanity like that, it’s absolutely ridiculous. It just continues to horrify me every time I go back and read or think about this sentence.

Space, Sexuality and Beauty: A Disability Studies Composite Essay

Disability studies at its most basic definition is the study of disability, which goes further in depth into the different life experiences of disabiled people, the nature of “normal”, the necessity of accommodation, accessibility and accurate representation, and the social, economic and systemic implications of being disabled. Applying these lenses to the disabled experiences reveals a lot of the individual facets that make up these experiences, and also how challenging smaller things could be. This is interesting too because in a way I am applying a lens to a lens itself. Disability and ability is a lens that I love applying to stories, it tends to reveal a lot about characters and the world that they occupy, although unfortunately there is a lot of negative representation out there as well of disability. I’ve been noticing a lot of the Baader-Meinhof Phenomenon, or Frequency Bias, where I notice a lot more often things I previously only gave a passing glance at. Accessibility, accommodation, social norms, and many other aspects that we’ve explored in this class so far, have all become observed more in my own life. 

As we move forward in the class, I want to look more into how the standard of today came into being. What made people think we needed a “normal” and “abnormal”? Additionally, if it weren’t for the existence of normal and abnormal, in what ways would the definition of disability change, what would the disabled experience become? Would it change or stay the same? As the world has been built and expanded upon, and with populations increasing exponentially and countries and laws having to shift to accommodate so many people, I want to learn more about the specific histories of individual disabilities. How did so many different people get left behind, lost in the cracks as society adapted and progressed forwards? And what ways could change be brought about to help these individuales? What role has capitalism and its ideologies played in this? How different is the disabled experience in other regions of the world? I also am looking for ways to better represent disabilities. As someone who wishes to author several works, I want to be able to portray disability accurately, without falling into any harmful pitfalls or stereotypes that such perspectives usually fall into. I know how amazing it could be to see yourself in a piece of media, especially if you don’t usually see yourself represented often or accurately. I want to be able to provide that for someone, as an author, and what I could do best is research and learn more about these specific identities. 

Sexuality

The intersectionality of sexuality and disability is really fascinating. I was at first hooked by Robert McRuer’s section in the Keywords for Disability Studies reading, where he explored, “What Foucault understood as ‘proliferation of discourse,’ ‘ability’ and ‘disability,’ like ‘sexuality’, materialized as supposedly knowable entities. The emergence and naturalization of these discourses positioned sexuality and ability not only as culturally and historically specific modes of experience but also as cross-temporal and in some cases even universal components of what it means to be a human being” (McRuer 167). In a terrifying sort of way, sexuality and a person’s sexual abilities could quite literally be used by others to determine a person’s ability to be, well a person. Disabled people often face a stigma surrounding their own sexuality, something that is a very personal topic of one’s identity. McRuer explores these dramatic stigmas more as well. “Like ‘homosexuals’ more generally, disabled people were subject to pathologization and normalization. ‘Abnormal’ sexuality, for instance, was understood to be the cause of, or at least be related to, illness and disability, such that ‘abnormal’ embodiment was often understood to be accompanied by ‘abnormal’ desired and (consequently) an ‘abnormal’ sexuality A long standing belief that certain disabled people have ‘excessive’ sexual desires and thus an excessive sexuality emerges from this linkage” (McRuer 168)

This is particular, coupled with and heteronormativity puts a lot of pressure on quite literally everyone, even if a person is aware of it or not. The implications of this analysis is further expanded upon as McRuer explains it connects heteronormativity to an abled individual. “Discourses of homosexuality manterialized a ‘new species’ of a person. This new ‘species’ was increasingly regulated by the state over the course of the late nineteenth century and into the twentieth century (Canaday 2009). Heterosexuality in turn, solidified as the identity of the normal and healthy dominant group, and ‘hetersexuals’ began to understand themselves as such” (McRuer 168). This connection intertwines queer and disabled communities together, especially as we look at the historical oppression of disabled people via reproduction. Both the queer community and disabled community face many dangers in the face of the moral debate regarding eugenics. Additionally, looking at the history of queer identities and how they were often still are identified as mental illnesses, the two communities intersect even more. 

Yet, it is important to acknowledge that these two identities, while they intersect, do not dictate each other. My reading from Disability Visibility, written by Keshia Scott, explored how her blindness often led to people assuming that her asexual identity was soely determined by her disability. She rejects this notion, reaffirming that the two led to a very unique life experience and perspective, but that her sexuality is not a product of her disability “I already faces discrimination and ableist views from society in so many other ways; I couldn’t bear it if my sexuality ended up being determined by disability” (Scott 127). The topic of sexuality and disability has lots of overlap, which we got to look at a lot in this class recently, and getting to see the ways that they interact with one another was very eye opening.

Beauty

Somewhat expanding on the role of sexual ability being determined by abled bodies, I want to look more at how beauty and disability interact. Specifically with the rise of the “ideal body” image that social media and the entertainment industry has developed and perpetuated. I’ve linked two articles from Time and BBC that talk about research around social media and body image, but there have been many physiological studies that determine that social media has negatively impacted many people’s self-image. The idealized human body has changed over the years. Through my own observation, the development of tools like photo editing and face tuning, as well as an emphasis on advertising the self, or displaying the self on social media — usually done with perfect lighting makeup and filters to create an unattainable image — has negatively impacted the way that we see ourselves today. Beauty standards have always been arbitrary throughout history, and it is now when the human mind has adapted to perceiving the human body to be these unattainable images of perfection that our views of reality are distorted. Physical disabilities and the confidence they bring to the table when faced with these standards face a heightened sense of unattainability. Like McRuer suggests, the ideal — or at the very least typical — body is abled. On top of this, many disabled individuals, with their individual perspectives, often question the standards of beauty, especially when they as individuals might not be able to, nor want to do the things required to reach the standards of beauty. For instance, Keshia Scott explains how, “I didn’t start shaving my underarms and legs until I was seventeen. I did it for the worst reason: because my friends were doing it. My legs have not had that soft, smooth, untouched feel ever since, […] I will never forget the feeling of shame of not being the ‘right kind of beautiful’ when a friend of my brother asked me why I didn’t shave — and then proceeded to tell me that I really, really should” (Scott 122). This really struck me, and made me consider how people may also have difficulty shaving due to sensory overload, or who may be judges for scars, weight, and wheelchair, and other physical impairments. 

Spaces- Accessibility and Acceptance

One of the most resonating readings for this class was the S. E. Smith reading about spaces made for and by disabled people, and how her first experience occupying a crip space that wasn’t a hospital was. “It is very rare, as a disabled person, that I have an intense sense of belonging, of being not just tolerated or included in a space, but actively owning it” (Smith 272) She explains that crip space is usually hospitals, which as a more clinical space was very different from witnessing a show made for disabled people, by disabled people. Where disability is the norm. “Some can remember the precise moment when they were in a space inhabited entirely by people like them for the first time. For disabled people, those spaces are often hospitals, group therapy sessions, and other clinical settings. That is often by design; we are kept isolated from one another, as though more than two disabled people in the same room will start a riot or make everyone feel awkward (Smith 272) But in the theater, abled people are the minority. It’s common for her to see canes and wheelchairs, ASL interpreters, a blind audience member traces their hands over a model of the stage. 

The key here is that disability is not just seen, but celebrated and embraced. There’s a sense of pride in these gatherings. The show caters to disabled people and their experiences. What also stood out was how, “It isn’t that nondisabled people are unwelcome at this dance performance. But the space has not been tailored to their needs and designed to seamlessly accommodate them, they stand out. The experience pushes the boundaries of their understanding and expectations” (Smith 273). The phrase “tailored to their needs” really stands out here, as in most of the world, space is often created with nondisabled people in mind. So occupying a space where your needs are met, and you are accepted and celebrated, is so very important and beautiful.

Here are two articles on beauty as its presented online, and how it has lowered self esteem:

https://www.bbc.com/future/article/20190311-how-social-media-affects-body-image
https://time.com/4459153/social-media-body-image/

Exploring Different Bodyminds in Different Contexts

Navigating Disability Studies So Far: 

The field of disability studies is one that embraces intersectionality. Given the vast reach the field has and its roots in theory-based work, I cannot promise a precise definition, but I believe that it does not require one. One small example being the tie between disability studies and queer studies. Author Tim Dean summarizes it best in the claim that “What the field of queer studies shares most fundamentally with disability studies is a critique of the effects of normalization on embodiment, desire, and access” (Dean 144). It seems to hold core concepts and values that are apparent to anyone, that is what I would like to focus on. Disability studies is first and foremost representative of all communities, of all identities. This idea brings us to what is known as intersectionality. Since disability studies typically recognize the disability community as a rich culture itself, it is sure to include and explore identities within whether it be race, sexuality, gender and more. That is to say that the discipline highlights different bodyminds from different backgrounds. Secondly, I find representation being another key component tied into intersectionality. What I enjoy most about the study in my early introduction to it is the inclusion of mental health as well. While some may want to argue that a mental health survivor is/isn’t disabled, the discipline and those in it are not concerned with that. Terms and definitions can be extremely helpful when they are not being used to identify others in the upkeep of normalization and seclusion. The discipline represents a space for empowerment and encouragement through the critiques described by Dean. This unique study lends itself well to challenging the status quo and engaging audiences regardless of their knowledge on the subject.  

What Is Still to be Explored: 

There are still numerous unanswered questions I have about this subject, which is expected considering my novice status. I think where my interests lie is learning in more detail how ableism functions, how it’s upheld both implicitly and explicitly. While it has been mentioned and described, I think it just left me wanting to learn more. In addition to that, I want to know what solutions are being tried out or exist in response to ableism and the harm it creates. I think a history type lesson might help here. I would love to be taught about the past, present, and future of disability studies given I still don’t exactly understand how it came about. For anyone else learning about it, I think that approach answers why it is important that disability studies exists in the first place.  

Disability in Relationships 

Relationships in this context includes romantic, sexual, friendships, and family. Reading the novel Disability Visibility gave some insight on relationships in the disability community but it’s worth acknowledging that the community can appear family-like as well. S.e. Smith in their chapter titled “The Beauty of Spaces Created for and by Disabled People” reminds us that “Members of many marginalized groups have this shared experiential touchstone, this sense of unexpected and vivid belonging and an ardent desire to be able to pass this experience along.” (Smith 272). Community and all the smaller social circles that make up a community or culture can be an entire topic itself. However, through every piece I got to read I couldn’t help but feel that there is important relationships established or made here to begin with. Smith is right, being a part of the LGBTQ+ community this feeling is an important one. What one example like this tells me is there are quite literal friendships formed in communities as well as more casual ones built on unspoken, mutual understanding. I don’t believe it is an understanding of “We have the same experiences physically” but more so a powerful moment where someone is seeing another’s humanity and granting them emotional safety possibly for the first time.  

 Family can have different associations for everyone. For example, the idea of chosen family over biological is not foreign to me and one that saved me mentally in the long run. What I liked about my learning journey for disability studies so far, is the possibility of this ringing true for some disabled community members as well. Family experiences are going to range for anyone but two stories in particular stuck with me when it came to family. In “When You Are Waiting to Be Healed” June Eric-Udorie discusses how her disability was viewed by her family as they came from a religious background. June says “At home, conversations about my nystagmus were sparse, except when discussed as a thing God would “deliver me” from.” (Udorie 55). What I gathered from this piece was that June might have felt further pressure from family to conform to a new body that was not possible. While I want to make clear these are others’ experiences and not my own, I recognize that from the story there comes greater pain when normalization is encouraged by loved ones. There’s an interesting push and pull. I believe the family did love their daughter but did not show it in the correct way. June already recalls accounts of being confused by messages of religion, I can’t imagine how hard it was when your support system enables part of that even accidentally. From how she chose to end her story, I think one of the strongest relationships she had was with God and realizing she did not need any saving or “delivering” from anything. In contrast, in the short narrative “Imposter Syndrome and Parenting with a Disability” by Jessica Slice the topic relies on how strong her relationship is with her son and understanding motherhood through a lens that is never discussed. When closing on what makes her a good mom and create such a healthy bond with her son, Slice says “I like to imagine that soon he will find comfort in the fact that I’m so often around, steady and patient, ready to listen.” (Slice 132). My favorite part of Slice’s story is the emphasis on her emotional bonding skills with her son. I think many people in the world can be there physically for their kid, I get that closeness is important. Where many parents fall short is losing the emotional tie because they do not actively/reflectively listen. When that kid grows up and becomes an adult it might be even harder to discuss real issues or sensitive thoughts.  

Rhetoric Fueling Disability Studies 

This topic is a challenging one and one I still would like to do more work with. Most people have a certain image or short description ready in their head when they see the word rhetoric. Initially, I did too, and I assumed I was mostly right. While rhetoric may include the traditional persuasive aspects we come to know in essays and political debates, there is so much more to it. A better question then is how does it work within and for disability studies?   

Rhetoric reaches across verbal and written communication as everything can be rhetorical. A way I tend to view it is rhetoric as energies. Everything has rhetorical energy. Rhetorical energy can come from a person or an object in which people interact with. Not only objects, but our environments in general. I believe there is usually a mutual transfer of this energy from rhetor to audience, rhetor to environment or rhetor to object too. Acknowledging that rhetoric exists inside and outside the world of verbal and written forms opens a lot of doors for those who are disabled. When majority of society leans toward one or two forms of communication in specific outlines for each, people are bound to fail. The normalization mentioned previously is apparent here as it creates a binary of passing and failing. In their book Fading Scars: My Queer Disability History O’Toole makes a point in line with this concept of strict rhetoric stating “Not only are disabled students presumed incompetent, but also students who speak English as a second language” (O’Toole 22). I think the way that schools typically have this issue simultaneously displays how people in general ignore the power of rhetoric in our environments. The same way a politician can give a speech on why disability rights and inclusion matter while sharing rhetorical energy with the audience is the same way a set of stairs can with its own “audience.” If a university is all uphill with only stairs and gates that sends a message. It is not intended for people with a disability because the people who designed it gave them no thought. Whether it is implicit or explicit in its expression, there will always be a rhetorical energy found in the things we create or interact with. O’Toole highlights this when they discuss the exclusion of the disabled community in media and history. They write “We are ignored, overlooked, mislabeled, discounted, omitted, and sometimes intentionally not discussed.” (O’Toole 39). The act of saying nothing can hold the most rhetorical power since it says a lot. Not saying anything can cause a world of violence on a small scale like individual cases to a larger scale like dangerous policies being enacted (or taken away for that matter).  

Bodyminds in a Medical-Focused World 

One of my favorite topics in disability studies so far has to be the inclusion of realizing medical-based ideologies often conflict with the people in which the medical community treats. I’ve personally been more invested in psychological healing like therapy more so than learning about biology treatments and the medical field. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that doctors sometimes fail to be there emotionally for a patient or use proper language of inclusion. Of course, they are trained on ethical and moral issues, but that does not mean they make no mistakes. A medical model of disability is aimed at resolution of the body to reach, once again, a standard of normalization. I bring back s.e. Smith into the conversation as they clearly explain the context we choose to frame those with a disability and the spaces we give them to exist. Smith writes “For disabled people, those spaces are often hospitals, group therapy sessions, and other clinical settings.” (Smith 272). How the majority frames any minority actively has long term effects on how they live and usually the quality of life they live. Specific language used in disability communities is not acknowledged by the medical community whatsoever. We rarely see or talk about disability as a cultural experience and the introduction to disability studies is the first time I have viewed it as such. O’Toole claims “That information is rarely known by nondisabled medical professionals, who are almost always disconnected from the broader disability communities.” (O’Toole 17). The burden of change rests not solely on the medical community but on all of us. When someone is exposed to disability circles, real social settings for their community their quality of life is changed because for once they do not have to justify their existence. I think it is up to everyone outside of disability circles and communities to recognize that different bodyminds are not left for doctors to discuss. The conversation does not start and end in medical settings.  

Work Cited: 

Adams, R., Serlin, D., & Serlin, D. (2015). Keywords for Disability Studies (Keywords). Chapter author: Tim Dean. “Queer”. New York: NYU Press. 

Disability Visibility: First-Person Stories From The Twenty-First Century, edited by Alice Wong, Vintage, June30th, 2020.  

O’Toole, Corbett Joan.  “Celebrating Crip Bodyminds”, Fading Scars: My Queer Disability History, 1st ed., Autonomous Press, June 9th, 2015. 

Exploring Meaning In Systems of Power: A Composite Essay on Disability Studies

A) Defining Meaning in Terms of Disability Studies

I don’t think the phrase Disability Studies has just one meaning. Similarly, I’m not sure if it’s anything more than a noun describing an academic discipline that examines the nature and effects of disability through texts written by, often for, and about people with disabilities. When trying to define nouns, usually their meaning comes from listing the sum of their parts or their function. The basic definition of a wheelchair is that it is a chair mounted on wheels for use as a means of transportation. But asking the question, “what does the word ‘wheelchair’ mean?” is different than asking what a wheelchair is. This is because the word ‘meaning’ implies that the noun has individual significance to those interacting with it, like a symbol, whereas a definition exists on a societal, discourse-based plane. When I ask myself what Disability Studies means, I first choose to recognize that on a societal plane, my meaning means very little, and there is a high possibility that its significance to me only scratches the surface of what it really is. Likewise, the true definition can only scratch the surface of its significance to me. But then again, maybe I just have trouble comprehending abstract nouns without associating them with tangible objects. This happens to be why Dictionary.com is a tab I have always opened on my laptop. Therefore, to me Disability Studies is sitting in a classroom on wheel-y chairs at wheel-y tables with the expectation that if a wheelchair user were to enter through the door, they would be able to maneuver through the class easily, both in the metaphorical sense, and the physical sense. I think one of the main points of Disability Studies is to learn about and understand the needs of those with disabilities, and to create accommodations. I’d even go as far as saying the final goal of Disability Studies is to eliminate the need for “accommodations” because that term in of itself implies that those creating the accommodation are performing a kindness or a favor for those who require them. Therefore, perhaps engaging with Disability Studies is the act of recognizing that disability itself is normal, and thus “accommodations” shouldn’t be seen as anything more than the expected requirements followed by all institutions and spaces for the functional participation of every person. 

B) Questions: Can we Close the Gap between Theory and Praxis?

The questions I want to ask as we move forward might not have answers, or might have far too many. With that in mind, based on the idea that disability only exists within the context of its environment, I want to know, if we are able to change our environments by making them accessible to all, would we lose the term “disability” and the good that a label can bring to those seeking community? Is this question even relevant considering the current climate of minimal accessibility in most institutions and spaces? This again brings me to the difference between abstract nouns and physical nouns. Is the ultimate goal to support people with disabilities to the point of eliminating the need for the descriptor itself, because it implies a deviation from the norm? How can we actively change our culture’s societal expectations for how a “normal” person looks, acts, and lives? Should we be trying to destroy the concept of “normality” itself, by perhaps simply replacing it with the word “common?” Is it right to label people by what they cannot do, how they cannot exist, or function? Is a way of reversing this convention to start thinking about disability being the norm through the use of the word “nondisabled” rather than say “able-bodied,” because the word “nondisabled” implies that a person who lacks disability is the one who is deviating from the norm? I’m not sure if any of these questions even deserve discussion because of their theoretical nature compared to questions based in praxis that might lead to more material change in the lives of people with disabilities. A few final questions are: Should people who have no disabilities even have a right to voice their opinions on Disability Theory? Should their opinions just be seen as less valuable due their inescapable presence in discussion about changing spaces to increase accessibility? 

C) 

  1. Meaning and Authority:

Based on information I’ve drawn from the readings Reassigning Meaning by Simi Linton and Celebrating Crip Bodyminds by Corbette Joan O’Toole, my first topic of discussion is focused on terminology within Disability Studies, and the history of the groups of people have had the social and legal authority to create and define those terms. Linton writes, “A glance through a few dictionaries will reveal definitions of disability that include incapacity, a disadvantage, a deficiency, especially a physical or mental impairment that restricts normal achievement; something that hinders or incapacitates, something that incapacitates or disqualifies” (Linton, 10-11). This quote is interesting because I think it’s important to ask where dictionary writers are getting their definitions that are put into publication and become standard. Clearly the words like handicapped, crippled, and special were not created by the communities they were meant to represent, and instead were designated by nondisabled people who viewed disabled people as lesser beings. From what I learned from Linton is that much of the arbitrary designation of terms were upheld by those in the medical field who were primarily white, upper-class men who made strict distinction between how they viewed a “normal” bodymind is supposed to exist, and those considered abnormal despite the commonness of disabilities throughout all human populations. O’Toole writes, “Once we stop viewing ourselves from the medical perspective of sickness, diagnosis, and aberration, and find circles of disabled people, we can often feel pride about who we are, the skills we’ve learned and the interdependent circles we’ve created (O’Toole, 14). I really appreciate this quote from their piece because only in the last handful of decades since the Disability Rights Movement have disabled people been able to lead the discussion on disability and how they deserve to be treated within medical institutions, in academia, in media, and every space that nondisabled people occupy and have a history of excluding disabled people from. Linton writes, “The Disability Community has attempted to wrest control of the language from the previous owners, and reassign meaning to the terminology used to describe disability and disabled people” (Linton, 8-9). From what I can tell, there is still a long way to go for the disabled community in terms of wresting authority on the language surrounding disability as well as making legal strides to uplift the community. However, the field of disability studies continues to grow and I do think there will be great progress made in the next few decades.  

  1. Celebrating Disability: 

As stated by S.E. Smith in “The beauty of Spaces Created for and by Disabled People” from Disability Visibility, “there is something weighty and sacred here…. where disability is celebrated and embraced” (Smith, 271-273). This second topic I have found particularly significant because it seems that a large aspect of disability studies is centered on not only on how the disabled community is trying to garner a baseline human respect from their nondisabled peers, but also a respect that their bodies and minds are not undesirable to inhabit and exist within. O’Toole writes about how oftentimes in the United States, people will test for fetal “abnormalities” during pregnancy so parents can decide whether or not they want to abort a potentially disabled child. For a long time I was only ever aware of the ableist rhetoric behind this practice which centers around the idea that parents wouldn’t want their child to have to “suffer” from their disability, and the quieter notion that the parents wouldn’t want to “suffer” from being financially tied to a child that may require medical care which is far more expensive in the United States than any other first world nation. However, through this class, it has become clear that one of the only reasons why these ableist societal beliefs exist is because of a lack of accessible infrastructure in our institutions and a generally gargantuan disrespect for any human lives that deviate from the “norm,” especially multiple overlapping marginalized identities. O’Toole writes that, “For many of us, the reality of being disabled, the way our bodyminds function is cause for celebration” (O’Toole, 14). Because of the disenfranchisement of disabled people, the ability to create loving, supportive communities has allowed for a much greater quality of life for disabled people, which wouldn’t be possible without their strength and determination. Disability is cause for celebration because experiencing life itself is cause for celebration, in any and all forms it takes. 

  1. Compulsory Able-Bodiedness

The concept of compulsory able-bodiedness is a subsequent issue that stems from the two prior ideas. In the chapter “Queer” in Keywords for Disabilities, the author Tim Dean references another authors work, saying, “Rosemarie Garland-Thomson deployed the concept of the “normate” in her influential book Extraordinary Bodies to designate ‘the social figure through which people can represent themselves as definitive human beings’ (1997, 8)” (Dean, 144). This idea is important because when people are forced to, or expected to compare themselves to an unrealistic ideological standard, their framework of the world becomes imbedded with the sense that they are the incorrect form of a human being, when there really isn’t a true and perfect form other than what people have collectively decided it is. This ties in with how sexuality is talked about in terms of Disability Studies as well. Dean succinctly explains that “Comulsory hetero-sexuality depends of compulsory able-bodiedness, since heteronormativity assumes first and foremost that sexual subjects must be able-bodied, healthy, and therefore ‘normal’” (Dean, 143,144). The way that I interpreted this concept relates to the previous sections where O’Toole expresses their issues with aborting disabled fetuses. Because of the relationship between heteronormativity and able-bodidness, there is the problematic societal expectation that people with disabilities should engage with their sexualitites because of our culture’s history of eugenics, and the violent discouragement from reproduction that people with disabilities have faced in the past from bigoted systems of power. However, we can choose to see truth in the idea that “Queer approaches to thinking about disability and sexuality argue that neither the human body nor its capacities are biologically determined; rather, both disability and sexuality are constituted via sociocultural processes of normalization” (Dean, 144). This quote is particularly meaningful because it separates both disability and sexuality from the body as concepts, and places them in the realm of the environment. As I’ve stated previously, our conceptions of what disabilities are, only exist because of the expectation that people are supposed to function differently. Similarly, our culture’s expectation of heterosexuality as norm is what has led to the quantification of other sexualities being lumped together under umbrella terms like “queer.”

Works Cited:

Dean, Tim. “Queer” Keywords for Disabilities. NYU Press, 2015. pp 143-144

Wong, Alice, et.al., Disability Visibility. Vintage Books, June 2020.

Linton, Simi. Reassigning Meaning. NYU Press, 1998. Pp 8-11

O’Toole, Corbette Joan. “Celebrating Crip Bodyminds, ”Fading Scars: My Queer Disability History, 1st ed., Autonomous Press, June 9th, 2015. pp 14.