Brown, Keah, “Nurturing Black Disabled Joy”

Disability Visibility: First-Person Stories from The Twenty-First Century, edited by Alice Wong, Vintage, June30th, 2020. (pp. 117-120)

Summary:

Brown starts by explaining her relationship with joy and how society expects her relationship to joy to be. She explains that disabled people are expected to not feel positive emotion, making anytime she experience joy much more profound. Brown is a disabled woman of color, a person often excluded from representations of disability. She discusses how she aims to decentralize the notions of heterosexuality and whiteness that are often associated with the disabled community. Sometimes her efforts such as the viral hashtag, #DisabledandCute, have been criticized as inspiration porn. Brown maintains that her efforts good outweighs the harm as they make POC and LGBTQ+ members of the disability community more visible. Basically, she is validating her and others’ existences in a society that had been actively erasing tor ignoring them. She concludes by acknowledging that she has not always being able to feel joy, but she has had to fight to feel her current joy.

Quotes:

“So my joy –the joy of professional and personal wins, of pop culture and books, of expressing platonic love out loud — is revolutionary in a body like mine.” Pp.117

“Instead, they think of cis white male wheelchair users who hate themselves, because that is so often the pop culture depicts us.” Pp.118

“I championed the act of effort and patience with myself by forcing myself to reroute negative thoughts with positive ones. Instead of saying what I hated about myself, I spoke aloud what I liked about myself.” Pp.119

Reflection:

Brown efforts are very admirable. I think finding joy is something a lot of people are struggling with. I really like that she chose to continue pushing forward with her projects despite criticism. This sounds very basic, but it takes a strong person to do this, even without the added social and cultural pressures of being part of multiple minorities. Brown is focusing mostly on the positives which I consider a smart move, when rallying for change. It keeps those involved in the movement engaged and energized. She does not promote ignorance of any negative aspects of the disabled community and disabled rights movement which allow a healthy movement to flourish. It is important to be reflective but hopeful when advocating for social change.

Sketch of Major Project: Disabled Representation in Charity Foundations

My main focus for the major project is an analysis on how charities and fundraisers have chosen and currently choose to represent people with disabilities in their efforts to acquire funds that would provide them with accommodations and services. This essay will focus specific attention how sponsors, non-profit directors, and the general public respond to different organizations and their success rate compared to the levels of ableism and inspiration porn forced upon the people utilizing these organizations. A source I’m going to utilize is the short documentary “The Kids Are Alright” paying close attention to how the Muscular Dystrophy Association set the precedent for charities for disabled people and how it has influenced organization operations today. A couple of these foundations I’m looking into include Smile Train and Autism Speaks because I’ve heard a lot of negative things about them. Another foundation I will focus on comparing to these is GoFundMe because it functions very differently than traditional charities and brought a new set of issues to the table in how people are able to gain the support they need.

So far my project is going well in that I’ve collected most of the sources I’m going to draw from other than images taken from the sites. So I am focused on working on my arguments in relation to the information and bringing in images as needed. Right now the thing I’m trying to figure out is how to best organize my ideas. I generally know that I want to start off talking about “The Kids Are Alright” and reference one or more of the readings we’ve gone over in class in order to qualify some arguments. Then perhaps going off of that framework I will delve into the specific ways the other foundations poorly represent people with disabilities and/or how the organizations take advantage of those they represent, though I’ll have to do more research before getting into those issues. I’m having trouble organizing our past readings in my head, are there any specific ones related to representation that anyone thinks would be useful for me to utilize in my arguments before I go through all of them again in depth?