In thorough reflection of what influences the pandemic has had on my identity, I see a man in the distance that ran forward with his identity crisis; not knowing who was in this world nor the effectiveness of his voice. Today, I still reflect that, quite immensely, and I believe it’s the big reason why my mental health has been very unbalanced lately. My experience of COVID in transition to now just feels like a big cultured cloud stopping the sun from shining through. This took a lot of reflection, and I don’t believe I will ever be able to explain into careful words the sensation of who I am today; and maybe that is why I was hesitant of posting this for so long, because it meant I have to think and reflect on my identity crisis and role in this world.