During COVID was the first time in my life I was able to exist in a space free of judgement and expectation from my peers. During this time I began to realize that so many of the things I considered key aspects of myself and my life I only did to fit in and adhere to the comfort of the people around me. Realizing that so many of the things I thought made my core being were just a facade sent me into a spiral of questioning who I actually was, and though this forced isolation from society I began to reconstruct who I was. Not for the comfort of others but for myself.